Choice

I know you hope the best for me. I also want the best for myself but our 'the best' that we are hoping for is too different. I'm truly sorry because I make this decision without asking you. I'm truly sorry because I know I'm hurting your heart. I know that you suffered a a lots. I'm sorry. This time, I'm feel like useless but I hope you can understand me.

If I stay in this space, I can't even breathe. You know why? Because that space is not for me. Not suitable for me. So I hope you will believe me and pray the best for me. I don't want to promise but I'll put my ultimate efforts in this and try my best. I hope with this, you will be happy because make you happy is one of the my dream. Thanks for everything and I love you.